最近的你怎么了？

你最近怎么了？

你的心去了哪里？

你为别人的事，弄自己烦恼多多。

你人前很开心似的，人后emo了。

你抓摸不定，一下笑笑，一下突然静了。

你也会有爱情烦恼。

你还是老样子。

其实每个人都拥有自己的烦恼，

只是看怎样去解决而已。

为爱情，亲情，友情，金钱，事业，学业？

各式各样的问题面临，

就要看我们如何去应付。

觉得压力？我选择打篮球。

不开心？我选择打篮球。

无聊了？还是打篮球。

这是我让自己轻松的方式。

那你呢？

别压抑自己，你不是超人，你也会累。

别逼自己，有问题找个人谈谈，或许不能帮你解决，但起码你说出来会舒服点。

当你看不见，我可以做你的盲公竹。

当你很烦时，我可以就静静听你诉苦。

我不是很会说话，我不是很会给意见，但我可以陪在你身边，只要你愿意，我可以做你最好的听众。：）

她說：情字是閑人觸碰的東西

情字是閑人觸碰的東西

Tat mean im 閑人? -.-

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!! cant say so la, act love is a feeling to a person.

Sometime reali cant control the feeling.

Can lyk many person at the same time but only wil love a person.

陈小春說：爱情 她不是病 爱上却要人命

I super agreed! 

Sometime can reali make ppl suicide of love.

But i wont be silly go mati because of love. XD

Life is short. No one wil noe wat wil happen for the next second.

So, I cherish everyone around me and also YOU.

emo? trouble? painful?

Recently im emo enough,

because of my mind.

STOP THINKING!!!

Thanks for my frenz concern,

Im okay, dun worry :)

Hmm.. yday heard a bad news, maybe rf's company wil shift to bayu!

Oh God!~ dun play me...... i need arrange my transport again? >.<

Time to buy car? Yes! but when? Salary, pls increase more after confirm.

Hope 2012 i can got my own car.

Enjoying for june and july gonna started save money liao.

For future for my dreams, is time to be serious.

Im not tat young as i tot =X

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! Aunty visiting me! BullShit!!

Make me pain lyk hell now T____T

Here pain, there also pain.

Here bleeding, there also bleeding.

Let me think of : keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love~~~ XD

=.= When i become so lame as lover and super lame la mei? LOL~

Remark : Super lame old la mei only correct, HAHAHA

Family? Friends? Lover?

When only will totally stable?

Can you tell me the answer?

Family? Friends? Lover?

Im still the last one.

Family, anytime.

Friends, the 2nd choice.

Lover, got no choice.

Sometime i reali dun lyk request anything from u.

Because i noe everytime wil just stick with cold butt.

I request a handmade birthday card, even til now also cant get.

You said u dun lyk art. But did u ever think the point is make me happy?

You said u noe cooked spaghetti but did u ever cook for me? You said dun force u when i request from u.

The answer from u is how disappointed was me, did u ever noe?

Everytime u just said dowan argue.

But did u ever think of wat i wanna is how simple?

Two different world, two different mind, can hold on till when?

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19th May - Rachel's birthday

Hmm.. since for quite long i din hang out wit them liao.

All changed a lots.

Ice - so sweet wit janice.

Rachel - now wil make up liao. Not bad~ If u slim a bit den wil be prefect :)

Ying - The make up skill i dun lyk, stil prefer simple a bit. 

Big girl, i knew love is blind. But no worth for it. Pls wake up!

Yesterday once enter car, i nothing to talk.

From the way to subang, i feel so weird.

Chatting wit fat, trying to talk more to them.

Slowly, i starting give respond to them.

Janice said : Finally she talked! LOL~

Act i not dowan talk, is hor too long din hang out wit u guys, feel a bit stranger.

But i hope yesterday is a good starting for us :)

1st round - Asia Cafe

2nd round -  Chatime

We sing the birthday song wit so gan ga? because too much ppl there? HAHA i also dunno >.<

They bought a pair earring with alphabet R to rachel.

The birthday cake is quite nice to eat. Of course nice, because i choose it! XD

Around 10plus, back from subang.

Oh shit! Almost reached home but i kena molested finished by them.

U guys, i wil revenge next time! Lala~~

19.05.11 - Friends

Same as normally log in my blogger and check their blog.

But recently she din update, i think she busy go out til no time upload? Maybe~

Another one keep update, i und her meaning, just can say the way i care is different.

I din show out not mean i din care, im tat type who keep in silent.

Another one, she open back her blogger.

She feel guilty, is quite long i din see u drunk again. Wats wrong wit u?

Not i dowan u drinks but u shud noe ur limit, u reali indian pattern til i reali beh tahan >.<

Tonite gonna celebrate bday for rachel.

Although i feel wil weird but i promised to go because less ppl.

Text me for sharing present, celebration.

But normally wont get any call or msg.

I dun lyk the feeling u guys gave me.

Mix wit her more, i try to learn her mind, is all about peaceful.

So i just go for celebration.

Who is ur best frenz?

She answered : her XXXX

I silent not because her answer is because last time she wil be the one but after many thing happen around us, she cant stay for my best frenz and of course i also not her best frenz.

I got two gang frenz, one is nike knight and another one is anne them.

But who is the one who can share my everything?

I found no one.

Last time when i emo, i stil can find ppl for chat.

But now, wil hide inside or maybe talk to someone if got the someone come ask me.

Happiness can share to anyone, but sadness? ... ...

She asked me before, mfg and crazy gang all gone, den how long nike knight can hold on?

I got no answer. 

Mfg and crazy gang - Is my prob? the way i treat them wrong?

Can any nike knight members told me our group wil keep go on?

Luckily i still got them, those who owayz bully me, u noe im saying u? HAHA

Sun full of joy 15.05.11

Hmm, lyk dis my birthday passed oredi one week,

but those say wan do card for me but i til now hvn receive it >.<

Pls be dun so slow motion la, im waiting til my neck long d~

My fossil wallets, i got no extra money bring u back :(

Next month sure wanna go get u liao!!

Yday went Zoo Negara wit few members of Nike Knight.

Sean, fat, yun, xin, shze and me.

Not bad, Myvi stil can fix us, proven we all stil can continue eat XD

Finally fulfill my dreams to visit there again :)

Found back my golden memories wit daddy.

Saw xin dare put the snake and take photo, i rmb something.

Last time when there wit daddy, i scare the monkey, even not dare take the bananas for monkey =.=

HAHAHAHA *sound proud* LOL~

Rm20 for entrance, bring us happy, it is worth enough.

We play, we sing, we laugh, we enjoyed. Right? i knew everyone is same as me =)

After back from Zoo, we went Aeon. 

Had our dinner at Bar B Q Plaza.

After tat, continue bsb time.

Although tired but fun.

Den we continue yumcha after bsb, chatting til around 12am only back home.

My sun is full of planned. 

I lyk it but money spend macam water, i dun lyk it >.<''

My big day year 2011

I dunno how describe my feeling, i dunno how to update dis blog with my poor english level.

Just can says : full of disappointed but end with happiness and surprise.

Really thanks so much to my dear friends.

Thanks for all birthday wishes.

Thanks for the 1st cake *i dunno who is sharing* :D

Saw anne is reali surprise. Thanks Cb, mango, pecky. Lagi few of my members.

Thanks darlingku's dinner - Chicken chop and Yes tea.

Thanks for the 2nd cake by crazy gang. My favourite cake that i wished to eat on my big day.

Thanks for those thrown me into water for the pool party. >.<

Thanks for the dinner by fat, dua-a and mr late. Its delicious! :)

A wonderful and memorable birthday end with the 3rd cake at botanic bsb court.

Lastly, thanks for my loved one. <3

好好珍惜還會叫你全名的朋友

"好好珍惜還會叫你全名的朋友" 這句話, 是在看雜誌的時候無意中看到的.

用心想一下, 現在的你, 身邊的朋友誰還會在叫你的時候直呼你的全名? 可能會是小學同學, 中學同學.

這些時光, 就是很清純的感覺，友情是沒有夾雜著金錢瓜葛, 愛情敵友等等的關係...

朋友就是朋友, 關係就是這麼簡單。兩小無猜的, 可以跟你一齊做又天真, 又傻的事, 不為甚麼, 就是為了快樂；你有困難, 朋友大力拍你膊頭, "XXX, 我會全力支持你!"，天大的難事, 已經變得不值一提了.

慢慢長大, 這些朋友會慢慢跟你越離越遠。接近社會的現實, 也許, 反之"朋友"也會越來越多。工作的夥伴, 生意上的客人, 你手邊不知道可以跟你維持多久的愛人....表面上他們的笑臉很親切, 呼著你那可愛的洋名。為了甚麼? 就是因為你有利用的價值.

他們掛名是朋友, 但真正了解你的又有幾多?

可悲的是, 他們可能連你的全名叫甚麼也不知道...可以怪的是甚麼? 只怪這個高度分工的社會將成為朋友的條件訂得這麼低。當可以利用的被用盡, 愛情路終結的時候, 誰又會在乎你的喜怒哀樂?

直呼你全名的時候, 可能就是叫你還清所有你拖欠他的事情, 又或者, 就是向情人說"XXX, 我恨死你的" 時候.....

朋友, 你可以擁有很多, 可以有很多種.

在這個時候的你就要更加需要醒覺, 珍惜那些真心朋友, 而不是那些以利益來連繫的酒肉豬朋狗友。特別要愛的, 是那些只會叫你全名的真心朋友. 

I cherish u guys :)

Disappointed

Recently i just keep stick with Nike Knight,

reali sorry.

But doesn't mean i forget u and u.

Make u guys disappointed on me,

dis is my fault.

I should arrange my time not only for them but for u guys too.

I wont let myself repeat again.

Our friendship wil never end, dis is wat i can promised.